Yeah thats really very good, Kadri. Thank you for the uplift! And yeah, a short would make me very proud.
Anyway, I don't think I could give up if I wanted to. I think I am an addict or something.
Its really very pathetic of me too. I wake up, shake off the sleep, and check to see if any new images have been posted here and a couple other sites before starting my day. Check often. Check before I sleep.
When I see new work I like I think to my self, yeah, I'm going to post something that will make them think of my work like I think of theirs!

yeah sure, in 10 more years!

Oh well. All I care about is that I do it. But its like climbing Everest or something. Even if it don't kill you, what are you going to do at the top other than turn around? Guess the only reason is because you want to. still feels like a good enough reason... Maybe if I ever get to the top I'll feel different.
I think I know how to do most everything in principal. I just have lots of problems getting all the parts to work together; soft and methods and stuff.
Thanks for the help here though! Would not know anything at all if not for this place.